I feel so sad all the sudden

I wanna cry...
I said I would not sleep to wait for him to finish the work.

And what did I at the end? He finished the work, and argued with me, then he said he was going to go before me.

What the heck?

He doesn't love me. Why am I here for him?

Totally heartbreaking. I have no one to talk to now...I am so lonely. Why does he have to do that to me?

He really wants to leave me? Maybe...I don't know. I don't know how long will I stay up tonight...but certainly, I don't want to lie down to think about this problem.

I will not cry, and stay strong instead. I can do it...I can do it...at least...hopefully...

Love Duckie love Duckie!

I have nothing else to say today, besides...

I LOVE YOU, DUCKIE!

You said you will be with me forever. I hope you can do it. ^^ I always think about you.
*MEEOOOWW*

It's sooo hot these days!

Err....the temperature went up to almost 32 degree Cel these days. It makes me want to go out and swim. XD heheehe

Gotta rest a bit after tomorrow....hehehee....

Anyway, gotta go back to work. See you.

I am back for a while

Yesterday, I slept at 4am, and today, I woke up at 10:00am. I am too tired, and stressed. Life is soo busy these days. My cousin came to Canada to apply courses in Canada. I don't know if she will get accepted, but anyway....that's not something I can take care of.

Amadeus, I am sorry that I didn't have enough time to reply your e-mails or your comments in this blog. I don't think I can reply it right now....I am just too tired to read anything or think of anything. I am happy that my favorite had won a world cup game today. I felt really excited. ^^

Anyway, I don't have any recent pictures of my life. I just know I want to sleep...lol

I am sorry, my friends.

It had been more than a week since the last time I wrote here. It had been a week of tireness, and sadness. I don't feel too comfortable reading and writing on the computer, and so, I didn't really do anything here. I didn't comment that much like before as well, nor did I reply e-mails.

I feel sorry to my many friends who might had felt being ignored by me. I am here to tell you, that I, kittyangel, am not ignoring anyone I know.

I am sorry.

Eyes are still tired

My eyes are getting worse these days. I had forced myself to look at the screen these days, because I need to finish my assignment. At the end, however, I still need Duckie to help me a lot with the problems I have. I feel sad that I need to end up doing that, because I hate it when I need help from other people.

Anyway, last Saturday, there was an open house in SFU. There were a lot of people there, especially the little kids with parents, and some grade 12 students, I guess.

This a picture I took when I was in the Applied Science Building. That's the building where the faulty of Applied Science is managed. The two main programs that Applied Science is well known for are Engineering Science and Computing Science. Anyway, that's the place I always go in the school. That's where the CSIL lab (computer lab) is located.

Anyway, that's enough of promoting my school. hahaha....these days, I will try my best to rest my eyes. This entry takes me a lot of energy to type, as I feel really tired after work, and in these few days, I usually go to sleep at around 3AM. I know this isn't a good idea, but I don't really have a choice.

P.S. Excuse me if I had typed anything that doesn't make sense, or anything that I typed wrong.

Don't feel too well

I didn't blog for a while.

Probably my mood, or health, that made me stop blogging for a while. I don't feel like talking these days. I keep having some sorts of big/small arguments with duckie. Well, it's more like some madness in me which got me to yell or at mad at duckie whenever he made me a bit disappointed or sad. Looking back at the diary entries I had in my booklet, I realize I had countless of sad memories with him. The first sad entries I had was back in November 2004 (I am not going to mention the details here). However, that's not so important, as I had the saddest entry (which had a length of an essay) in July/August 2005. These two years have too many ups and downs. My health, is getting weaker and weaker slowly.

Really really tired....from everything I did.
Hopefully, things will be happy happy again.