*cries*

I am so lonely these days. When I am feeling especially frustrated and sad, duckie will not be by my side. He always says he supports me, but from how he acts, he never does. All he cares is his works, and nothing else. He might cares about his family, but since I am not part of his family, he just never really cares about me. He only wants to see me when he has time, which makes me extremely sad.

These days, I had been always working. The only thing I really wish from him is that he can see me. However, he didn't choose to do that. He doesn't even talk to me, sigh.....

He isn't really my boyfriend, I guess.
Since he doesn't act like one.