February 19, 2006

He is tired already

Duckie is tired with me; he is tired of me saying leaving him already.
He is tired of loving me; he is tired of trying to get me back already.

Maybe he doesn't love me anymore.
I can tell how tired he is from his words in MSN.
I can tell that he doesn't want to do anything to save our relationship anymore, because he knows that he had done all he could.

I know he is tired to continue this. I know he is tired...

He said he is not sensitive anymore, but to me, everything he said is always sensitive, till one day, my love to him dies.

If this is the case, does that mean he loves me less already?

Probably....he had lied to me once, he can lie again. Maybe he loves me less, just that he doesn't know how to tell me.

I wish he loves me as much as before. He knows that, even if he says "I love you forever" 10 thousands times, I will not believe him.

He said I always hurt from because I always want to leave him, but does he know how much he always hurts me? Probably yes, but he doesn't know what to do.

I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe...I will leave this alone, and let it be natural.

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