June 4, 2006

Don't feel too well

I didn't blog for a while.

Probably my mood, or health, that made me stop blogging for a while. I don't feel like talking these days. I keep having some sorts of big/small arguments with duckie. Well, it's more like some madness in me which got me to yell or at mad at duckie whenever he made me a bit disappointed or sad. Looking back at the diary entries I had in my booklet, I realize I had countless of sad memories with him. The first sad entries I had was back in November 2004 (I am not going to mention the details here). However, that's not so important, as I had the saddest entry (which had a length of an essay) in July/August 2005. These two years have too many ups and downs. My health, is getting weaker and weaker slowly.

Really really tired....from everything I did.
Hopefully, things will be happy happy again.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

SLEEP and EAT more la...
and you will get BETTER...^^..
i am feeling like a doctor../mom..hahaha..*hides*

Annie said...

amadeus,

don't worry. haha...I am okok. I am happy happy, ok?

:)

I was just a bit sad when I was typing that.

don't worry about it.

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kinki jie jie :P

hahaa

you are not a doctor or mom la. You are my good good friend. I am glad you were here for me today :)

take care, kinki.

kittyangel

Annie said...

amadeus,

don't worry about me. I am fine. My eyes are getting worse, but I will be alright.

I will talk to you soon when we get a chance. I am sorry that I haven't been online in MSN lately (till really late at night, at least). I work all day in school these days, and I can't use MSN in school. I am really sorry.

I am happy, since I know that duckie does love me a lot. Take care.

kittyangel

Annie said...

amadeus,

Don't worry. Like I told you, I am sure it's my allergy. It happened last year too, around the same time, and I felt better after using eye drops for a week or two. I hope this is the same for this year.

I will e-mail you as soon as possible. E-mailing takes longer for me, as I have more than 6-7 e-mail addresses that I am currently using. I will try to e-mail you with the best I can. I hope you don't mind a bit of a delay in your replies.

Duckie is doing the right thing. I know he loves me, and I know I love him. Isn't that all we want? well...he does try his best to make me happy. I am feeling more happy with him, so don't worry about our relationship.

At the same time, I will work hard for my school stuff.

kittyangel

Annie said...

I will try to reply your e-mails as soon as possible. Maybe I will reply you tomorrow, since I am about to go to sleep. I am just waiting for the washroom right now, in fact. hahahaa

I always think about you, and I miss your talks in MSN. I am always a bit too late to read your replies. by the time i am here, you were offline already. I hope you are ok.

see you soon.

kittyangel

Annie said...

amadeus,

I hope you will not feel sad that I didn't reply you today. I will be replying you in here though. Hopefully, that makes you a happy brother as well.

I took a nice warm bath a few hours ago. It was really really nice. hehehe...always happy to get a bath.

*smile*
kittyangel

Annie said...

amadeus,

I am glad you are not feeling sad. I will feel really really sad if I made you sad. I am glad you are happy when I feel happy as well.

I will take another nice warm bath tonight. I love to bath at night, for some reasons. maybe i like the time when I can sleep soon after I get myself clean....=P

kittyangel