January 12, 2008

Pressure

Every time I go to work, I feel pressure. No one is really forcing me to do a lot of work. My buddy gives me time, yet I force myself to work hard. There are times when I feel too frustrated in a program bug that it makes the problem worse. I simply can't think under pressure.

Stupid me....-___-!

I heard a shocking news on Thursday. My buddy is leaving the company in a month! How sad.... :( That means I will be alone....:(

14 comments:

Anonymous said...

ur buddy's leaving your company +/ you?!? 00?

i guess u'll get a new buddy, right?!

i know, pressure kills!!~ ++!!

but you can do it, just dun give up!!

Annie said...

kinki,

I don't know about rather or not I will get a new buddy. My manager never mentioned anything about this, and my buddy didn't even talk about this issue. And of course, I didn't ask.

All we are doing right now is knowledge transfer. My buddy is trying to educate what he did to the whole group...so without him, at least the group can still try to operate normally...:S

kittyangel

Anonymous said...

maybe u'll become a buddy of someone..to teach them..hahaa..

..since u've learned so much now..

Annie said...

kinki,

I don't think so. I am only a student, and I am not anything near to the regular employees at work. XD

I wish I am as professional as others...but unfortunately, I am not.

=O

hehehe

kittyangel

Anonymous said...

You WILL be..
..you just need to learn more & have more experience, then you'll be just as good (and even better) than they are!!

Annie said...

kinki,

I guess so...and my buddy is still picking on me..hahaha

he doesn't give me any support until I really tried it myself...and did some research. I think it's a good thing..at least it helped me to learn.

but sometimes I don't feel too happy that i don't get much support.

kittyangel

Anonymous said...

i guess he'd supposed that will help you learn gou, so he thought you'd knew the stuff or smth.

can u ask someone else, or r u stuck with him?

dun be sad, he's leaving soon, right?! Hope's coming!! :)

Annie said...

kinki,

That's alright. I actually feel worse when he is not around...like now. He is on vacation, and I feel sooo...how do you say it...left out when he isn't here.

I am stuck with him...hahaha...I don't think anyone else knows what I am doing...

I don't want him to leave though....I feel bad that he is leaving. I don't know who will supervise me if he leaves....

=O

kittyangel

Anonymous said...

Oh...
..ur situation is..
how do you say it..
..COMPLICATED!

I mean you've done more than half of ur work term already la..you'll be fine la, I think u just need to be more CONFIDENT!!! *power*

Annie said...

kinki,

I guess it's really COMPLICATED!

I know it should be ok...I hope it's fine la. You know...I still can't believe I am actually working on a full time job! XD

kittyangel

Anonymous said...

Hahahaha..you sound like someone who've just won MS. "SOMEWHERE"!!

"I still can't believe I've WON."..

Sorry, I guess it's just my imagination..!!~
I drank too much apple juice today..lol*~

Annie said...

kinki,

I know. hahahaa....I am just not so used to this working place. You know...I always think I am still little...and should be "in" school!

hahahaha

I am weird!

kittyangel

Anonymous said...

ME TOO!
I am little and am in school right now.. =)

Annie said...

kinki,

But you are graduating!

kittyangel