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I talked to my friend yesterday afternoon. He knows me for a long time...he is basically my "brother", so he knows how I think. He told me that I like to communicate with people a lot, but I should think about myself more. Don't get myself hurt all the time.

Now...I ask myself. Am I that kind of person? Maybe...I got hurt in August, because of my oppa brother. It took me a while to get myself back again. The most stupid thing is....is that I know I will get hurt, but I still do it. How come I didn't do anything? Should I change?

I try to be positive. I try to make the people around me happy. I don't want to ask for return. If I expect for return, I know I will get more hurt.

I talk to God a lot. Is that a test He is giving me? If I can be with a person who can stay with me forever, isn't that great? I don't want to play around with anyone. I just want to be loyal to one person. I wish I can take care of him forever. I had never cheated...or hurt anyone...how come I can't have someone who cares about me?

I don't know what I am talking about...maybe I just want to say something...

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By the way, I am sick right now. That's probably why I am typing non-sense things. hehe ^^