Searching for the one

Yes...I do want a long-term relationship, but I can't just choose anyone who loves me, shouldn't I?

After all these years, I still find it hard to find someone whom I love, and he loves me back. Yes...I have lots of male friends, but we are just friends... I really want to find my true love. Where is he? Can someone tell me? I feel like I had wondered around in my life...searching for my love, yet he is hiding from me.

I know I shouldn't just be with someone who loves me, but I don't love him back. It's just not fair for him.

Sometimes I am very tired. I wonder if I will ever find my special one. Is he in Vancouver? I wish I can meet him soon. I will take care of him, cook for him, love him, cherish him. I know it sounds a bit exergerating, but I think I can really do it. We will form a really good family..and be happy forever. ^^