Second day without Duckie

The second day without duckie...nothing much had happened. I promised that I will help my dad to burn his DVDs, so I helped him after I fixed up something up on my computer.

I am as lazy as the past week. I still don't wanna do anything yet. hahaa

Anyway, today, I moved all the SMS messages to my computer. I want to store as many messages as possible. I don't know if I will read them later, but I love to keep all the things duckie sent me. And so, I always try my best to keep them.

Hmm....today seems so quiet, but I am happy. I don't know why. In these 2 days, the feelings I had before I met duckie has returned to me. The only difference I had between those 2 feelings is that this one I have right now involving thinking about duckie once in a while. I am actually feeling happy even though I am missing him. I don't have this feeling for a long time. I really don't know how this feeling can return to me.

Duckie, I wonder where you are. Are you returning to Canada? Are you still in Portland? Are you having a lot of fun? I miss your MSN messages. I miss your voice in the phone. I miss the look in your face when you stare at me. You never told me when you will be back in Canada. Will I be able to talk to you before I go to work tomorrow? Will I be able to talk to you at all? Have you ever think about me? Have you keep your promise?

You said you were worried how it would be like if we are separated for a while. I know it's only 2 days of separation, but I can tell you something. I think I have returned to normal. At the least, I will not cry when you are not here with me. I can be independent again, and I have kept your promise. I am feeling happy, and I am just patiently waiting for your return.

I wonder if you will check your e-mail once you are back, or will you go to sleep right away because you are too tired to turn on your computer? I wonder if you will even check my blog, a blog which I created especially for you. I wonder....I wonder....I have so many unknowns that I can't wait to find out the truth.

Duckie, I love you forever. I can't wait to talk to you again. Hopefully, when I wake up tomorrow, you will be here, smiling at me with your MSN grinning face.

In here, I wish you have a good night, and sweet dreams.