Family pressure

My parents give me tons of pressure...
I don't even know how to explain my situation right now.  Thinking about the situation makes me very depressed, but I guess writing something down here will make me feel a bit better.

Argggh....I can't study what I want; I can't go out to find my bf in peace...and there are many many more.

I don't want to admit I am a bad girl.  I do try to do my best to be a good daughter, by helping them, caring for them, loving them.  I listen to them (by not studying something I really like), but let me some freedom with what I want to do!!  Please!!  I need a break!!

Argggh.....I don't think my blog entry makes a lot of sense right now, but whatever...I don't feel like fixing it up.