Leaving Vancouver in a few days

I cannot believe that I only have four days before I have to leave Vancouver.  As most of you know, I had been living in Vancouver for more than 10 years.  That's longer than the time I had lived in Hong Kong.  I am excited about the new change, but I am also feeling a bit nervous about it.  I don't know if everything will go smoothly.  I worry, not because I am not believing I don't the ability to handle such change, but because of my parents, and also my future in terms of career and education.  It's true that many people admire what I can do, and what I have, but do they even know how much effort I had put in to become how I am today?  Oh yes...I am a bit proud because of who I am, but I am also feeling ashamed because I can never fully control what I want to do in my life.  That's one reason why I want to find a job outside British Columbia.  I think that can make me more independent, and more mature.  And of course, I will have more freedom as well. =)

I will miss my Vancouver friends for the next little while, but I think it's ok.  As long as I have a "heart" to keep in touch, nothing is impossible.  My friends will always be my friends, and that will never change.  It doesn't matter where I am, we can always chat, and have fun with each other.