Understanding

It's hard to understand a man...
When I don't see him for a while, I will start to think...does he care? I wonder what he did..or what he is currently doing.
Perhaps I will never truly know what he is doing...
I had asked..."do you love me?"
"Of course!" he said.
Should I believe it? How much can I trust this?
One friend told me, "You should ignore your feelings if you don't have a good reason to believe he doesn't love you."
Maybe my friend is right....I should try to understand him. However, it doesn't make me feel happier.
Am I too sensitive? Maybe I am....and that's probably why I don't want to say too much to him. I don't want him to think that I am annoying him with stupid questions like these.
Maybe I should trust my lover...
I should trust him that he is just working hard. I should trust him that he loves me too. I should trust him that he is working hard for our future.