Ramdom thoughts

I am going to Kitchener again. I find it more relaxing when I have something to do. Staying at home stresses me sometimes, so if I have a chance, I want to go somewhere I had never been to before. ^^

I had talked to oppa recently. He used to talk to me in a very commanding way, which made me somewhat uncomfortable at times; however, the last time I talked him, I felt like I am talking to an old friend. We asked how we are doing, so what are keeping us busy. I am relieved that we weren't talking like how we were in Vancouver. Not going to SFU anymore makes me start to forget the old times between me and him. I remember we used to stay in ASB all the time, and we came to the CS Common Room during the weekend. We also went to Metrotown for a drink, and we talked talked talked. I know our time will never return again, but I treasure this special memory. He is special to me; not because I want to be with him, but I had learned loads from him. I had always thought that I am a pure Asian, but I had learned from him that I am brainwashed by the western culture already. We argued a lot, but I also learned a lot about Asian culture. I thank him, really...

I should feel and be positive from now on. I shouldn't make my love ones unhappy.