Come back from voting

Just come back from voting in Hamilton Elementary School. It was a really cold day. I wore my thick coat, and walked with my mom to my old elementary school. When I got there, the school kids were attending their classes, so the school was basically really quiet.

I got to the gym, gave my election card to the main table, and got assigned to the nearby desk to get my little voting sheet. It was pretty simple: just check the one I want to vote, fold my little paper, and give it back to the person who gave me the voting sheet. After 5 minutes or so, we left the school. On the way home, my mom was talking to me about me and duckie's relationship. She said, "Even if your boyfriend loves you all the way, it's really hard to communicate with his family if his family doesn't like you. You will have a hard time in your life, and there is a chance that he will eventually get persuaded that I am not that good afterall. You have to be really becareful in making this decision of rather you want to be with him or not. Do you know?"

I didn't say anything. In my head, I just know I really really love him. I don't want to leave him, but I really don't know how my life will be like if I can really be with him, even if his parents will never like me. It might be ok if we live somewhere else away from his parents, but in life, we know that we will have a lot of chances to each duckie's parents, and that might give me a hard time facing them. I really don't know. I know I love him forever, but will duckie's parents accept me? I really don't know. I only hope this problem will be solved soon, so I don't have that much worries within me anymore.

I am feeling better today, but I have to work later. I sure hope I have more time, so I can catch up with my readings. I want to read right now, but I really want to say something before I do anything. Too bad I have no one to talk to, especially on this, so I guess I will just blog here. I wanted to blog this in my spymac blog, but I guess this is a bit too private. haahah....oh well...I think this blog is perfect for my private opinions. ^^