I don't know

I don't know if I can continue to love duckie anymore. To me, duckie is really important, and I really hope I can be with him, but then, he doesn't even want to do a thing to solve a problem... What can I do?

I said I would wait for him, but how long will he do before he recovers again? Nobody knows....maybe, by the time he is recovered, my depression cannot be recovered. I don't want to continue with this anymore. If there is no way this can be solved, why do I have to continue with this hopeless relationship?

I really love duckie. I really love him.
I don't know what I should do. I really hope I can find out the answer soon.

These 3 weeks are killing me.