I know that...

I know that I shouldn't get mad at duckie. I know that I shouldn't get sad because of him. Yet, I don't seem to have enough self control over myself. My mood swing is just too hard to control. I can be happy right now, and sad one minute later. The only thing I can do is to keep myself working and typing. At the very least, I seem to know what I am doing when I am typing to a blog.

When nobody is here, I will type myself a note. I have to tell myself to be brave, to be strong, and that I can overcome any problem.

I know I love duckie.
I wish I can be with him.

Hmm.....I wonder what I want to get in the future. hahahaa....
Anyway, I will go do something else now....