January 22, 2006

I love blogging

I finally realize, that I can never write too much.
People think..."Why do you write in so many blogs? spymac, xanga, msn spaces...etc... why can't you concentrate on one single blog? and keep writing on that one?"
My answer is, that I really love trying out different services. I sometimes still wonder if I should change this use this one. Not only is this blog more easy to customize, everything looks pretty good to me.
The only thing is, that nobody will ever come here. Nobody will ever comment me here. So...I guess, I will just write something which I will only tell myself. probably...secrets, or whatever it is.

Anyway, last week, I delete my love blog in MSN Space. I don't feel too sad about it. Maybe it's because I don't really know what to write there anymore. So, I guess, I will write it in here instead. ^^

Anyway, I don't feel happy these days. My boyfriend is breaking up with me, and I don't know how to fix it. Everything begins with duckie's mom. She thinks her son deserves a better girlfriend, or maybe it's because she wants her son to concentrate more. I don't know. Everything I know comes from duckie's mouth, and I don't know what I should believe in anymore.

My depression bothered me a lot for so long already. It got better in the last 2 weeks, but it got worsen when duckie and I started to have a problem with our relationship. Oh well, time will heal us. I know we can find out a solution someday.

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