Where is Oppa?

I am here again....I don't know who I can talk to right now...

Oppa is not here....I miss oppa...or maybe I am the one being stupid. Oppa doesn't want to be with me. Even if he wants to, we can never be together. I wish I can find him; I wish I can be with him...but perhaps this is just my little dream.

Perhaps Oppa is right. I can only see him again on my marriage day... soo sad... =(

I don't want to lose him too....where is he right now? =(

Oh well...maybe keeping me busy next semester is a good thing. At least I don't have to think too much again...