June 30, 2008

Because of a man

I’ve lost my way
I’ve lost count of how many times
I’ve faltered before love
Every time I act like this,
I’ll probably find another person and rest on them
But this time, I don’t want to do that
I can’t live like this any longer

June 27, 2008

-__-!!

다 아는데 난 아닌데
그래도 놓치기 싫은데

Feeling ok

I might look like I am feeling ok, but I am not....

June 17, 2008

Like A Child

Another song that I love recently.

+++++

김동률 - 아이처럼
Kim Dong-Ryul - Like A Child

사랑한다 말하고 받아줄때엔
After telling you love me When you accept me
더이상 나는 바랄게 없다고 자신있게 말해놓고
I say to myself confidently that I have nothing else I need
자라나는 욕심에 무안해지지만
Although I feel worried With my growing greed
하루종일 그대의 생각에 졸여요
Thinking about you all day and night

샘이 많아서 (아이처럼)
I have alot of tears (like a child)
겁이 많아서 (바보처럼)
I have alot of fears (like a fool)
이렇게 나의 곁에서 우는게 믿어지지가 않아서
I can't believe that right now you are near smiling at me
너무 좋아서 너무 벅차서
I am so happy that it's overwhelming to me
눈을 뜨면 사라질까봐
I fear that when i open my eyes Everything will disappear
못들어요
I can't fall asleep


주고 싶은데 ( 모든걸)
I want to give you (everything)
받고 싶은데 (그대 맘을)
I want to feel (your heart)
남들처럼 있는건 함께 나누고 싶은데
Like others I want to share everything with you
맘이 급해서 속이 좁아서
I feel anxious I became envy
괜시리 모두 망치게 될까봐
Like everything will disappeared
불안해하죠
I feel worried

웃게 해줘서 (아이처럼)
Laugh in front of me (like a child)

울게
해줘서 (바보처럼)
Cry in my hug (like a fool)
이런 설렘을 평생에 한번 느낄 있게 해줘서
Let me feel the love again in my life
믿게 해줘서 힘이 되줘서
Please believe me Give me strength
눈을 뜨면 처음으로 하는 고마워요
When I open my eyes The first word I want to say is
고마워요
Thank you so much

내게 와줘서 꿈꾸게 해줘서
You are here by my side Like a dream
우리라는 선물을 그대
Its you who give “US” as a present
사랑해요
I love you

June 16, 2008

Change of my desire

Talking to different people from different cultural backgrounds makes me think that the area I am living right now is so small. I wish I can get out of Vancouver and explore!

My goal right now is to finish my remaining semesters, then do co-op outside Vancouver (if I have a chance),. If not...Vancouver is fine too.

After I graduate from SFU, I will see if I can apply for a job outside Canada. My preferred places are going to be France, Germany, Japan, and Korea. Not only do I want to get more experience, I wish I can learn more about their cultures (and the language), and of course know more people!

The only concerns I have are that I will be alone when I get to a new country, and I will miss my family and my friends a lot.

I told my parents about this. My mom didn't seem to disagree with what I am thinking. Maybe she finally realizes that I am growing up. I know she used to argue that I couldn't take care of myself last year. There is finally a change. ^__^

As for my education (master or GDBA program), I am still going to do it. However, I really want to know what I really like first. If I really end up getting a job outside Canada, I will wait till I get back to Canada before I do my GDBA. I want to spend more time learning the new culture.

I didn't do what I had promised

I was gonna update this site, but I have too many things to do, so I guess I will try to write something here tomorrow.

I am going to sleep now....

June 12, 2008

Love

He who knows nothing, loves nothing. He who can do nothing understands nothing. He who understands nothing is worthless. But he who understands also loves, notices, sees... The more knowledge is inherent in a thing, the greater the love... Anyone who imagines that all fruits ripen at the same time as the strawberries knows nothing about grapes.

- Paracelsus

I am sooo sleepy!

I am soo sleepy. Debugging the stupid program is a waste of time...

I am going to sleep now..

I will update this blog again in the weekend.

June 5, 2008

Tell Me

Another song I want to share. I love this song! hahahaa

Korean

너도 날 좋아할 줄은 몰랐어
어쩌면 좋아 너무나 좋아
꿈만 같아서 나 내자신을 자꾸
꼬집어봐 너무나 좋아
네가 날 혹시 안 좋아할까봐 혼자 얼마나 애태운지 몰라
그런데 너도 날 사랑한다니
어머나 다시 한 번 말해봐

Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
나를 사랑한다고 날 기다려왔다고
tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
내가 필요하다 말해 말해줘요
tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
자꾸만 듣고 싶어 계속 내게 말해줘
tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
꿈이 아니라고 말해 말해줘요


어쩜 내 가슴이 이렇게 뛰니
가슴이 정말 터질 것 같아
네가 날 볼 때면 전기에 감전된 사람처럼 전기가 올라
얼마나 오래 기다린지 몰라
얼마나 오래 꿈꿨는지 몰라
그런데 네가 날 사랑한다니
어머나 다시 한 번 말해봐

Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
나를 사랑한다고 날 기다려왔다고
tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
내가 필요하다 말해 말해줘요
tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
자꾸만 듣고 싶어 계속 내게 말해줘
tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
꿈이 아니라고 말해 말해줘요

tell me, tell me, tell me you want me,
want me, want me too
Tell me, tell me, tell me
you love me too, love me too

Hit me one time baby
다시 한 번(Tell me Tell me)
Okay 방금한 근 알지만 또 한 번(Tell me T-Tell me)
Yeah
계속 말해줘 들어도
들어도 듣고 싶어
어쯤 일언이지
꼼인가 싶어
(어머나) 어머나 좋아서 어쩌나
다시 한 번 말해봐
Baby Baby

Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
나를 사랑한다고 날 기다려왔다고
tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
내가 필요하다 말해 말해줘요
tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
자꾸만 듣고 싶어 계속 내게 말해줘
tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
꿈이 아니라고 말해 말해줘요


Tell me tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Tell Me

Translation:


I did not know you to like me.
I feel so good, Oh so good.
I thought it was a dream
Maybe I should pinch my cheeks, I just feel so good.

I thought maybe you didn't like me.
I spent nights pondering about it
But now I know that you like me
Oh my, tell me again

Tell me tell me
Tell tell tell tell tell tell me
that you love me, that you waited for me
Tell me tell me
Tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Tell me that you need me, tell me
Tell me tell me
Tell tell tell tell tell tell me
I want to hear more keep on telling me
Tell me tell me
Tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Say that it is not a dream, tell me.

I dont know why my heart is beating so much
My chest is about to burst
When you see me
I feel like a person shocked with electricity

I don't know how long I've been waiting
I don't know how long I've been dreaming.
But now I know that you love me
Oh my, tell me again

(Chorus)
(Bridge) *the strange man's voices DO NOT translate to anything.

tell me, tell me, tell me you
want me, want me, want me too
Tell me, tell me, tell me you
love me too, love me too

I thought maybe you didn't like me.
I spent nights pondering about it
But now I know that you like me
Oh my, tell me again

Tell me tell me
Tell tell tell tell tell tell me
that you love me, that you waited for me
Tell me tell me
Tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Tell me that you need me, tell me
Tell me tell me
Tell tell tell tell tell tell me
I want to hear more keep on telling me
Tell me tell me
Tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Say that it is not a dream, tell me.
tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
[credits: Tanuka]

June 2, 2008

Balloooons!

I got so many balloons at SFU yesterday after I finished volunteering for the Open House 2008 event.

Unfortunately, my monkey balloon was murdered. =(

This photo was taken before it was murdered(It was killed when I was doing the tour guide in the limo bus).

This is a turtle bracelet from one of my teammates. ;)