Busy life....

I don't know what to write these days.  The main reason is that I really didn't do anything special other than preparing for exams, doing assignments and projects, and working at Kumon.

Umm...what else should I say?  Well...my mom isn't happy because of me and my brother.  She had gotten mor sick recently, and I really don't know what to do except trying to explain to her that my brother and I will be fine.  She gave me soo much stress!  She had also affected my mood as well....

Anyway...I have to return to work.  I will try to update this blog more often.

RIM Preparations

I did a lot of things to prepare myself for going to Waterloo:

• fix my iPhone.
• change my bank account
• send my work contract
• find a place to live
• get more information about my cellphone plan
• buy luggage
• book flight and limo

And on top of that, I need to study, work on my projects, talk to my love, practice martial art, etc.

Sooo busy!!

I need to study the map of Waterloo soon!! hahaha

And oh yeah...I signed up for more volunteering.

Work

I had been so busy with school work: the search engine group assignment, as well as the user interface group project.  I had been doing too many group related tasks lately, which makes communication becomes a huge part of my life.

My mom is finally back from Hong Kong.  We went out to Richmond Sushi to eat Japanese food to celebrate my mom's return.  Hearing stories from my mom makes me want to visit Hong Kong as well!!

I need to work work work work!!  Need to study harder!!

At the bus stop

At the bus stop...
(story from last night)

I am so bored right now...missing the bus is something that I really really dislike, especially when I have to wait for an hour for the next bus.  It is my fault that I didn't leave my friend's house early...and now I am stuck at 22nd street...typing out this blog.

Man...I am so tired right now.  The chill of the wind helps me to stay awake at night.  I want to walk across the bridge, but I don't want to risk my life again like last time.

My job in Waterloo is somewhat giving me stress.  I don't know when I can find a house to live in.  Uncertainty gives me lots of fear, but I am trying to think positively.  I am glad my boyfriend will be with me, or else I don't know if I can go there alone.  I envy him for coming all the way to Canada to study English.  I don't know if I can do the same if I am him.

I think I am going to keep typing until the bus comes.  I didn't write for a long time.  Especially with my busy schedule, it is hard for me to spend time doing something meaningless.  I love blogging, of course, but it doesn't produce any results.  Yes...my friends can read my blog, but who will really visit my blog from time to time to see how I am?  If that friend really does care, I am sure he/she will talk to me face to face instead.  He/She doesn't have to visit my blog in order to know something about me.

The view of 22nd Street is somewhat beautiful.  I think I will miss this place after I get to Waterloo.  22nd Street is a place where I had spent hours and hours of time waiting for buses.  It's also a place where many of my memories were gathered.  For example, this place is the place where I last saw my big brother, and said good-bye.  He is a great brother.  He always take me to 22nd Street and make sure I can get to the bus before he goes back to his house in Sperling station.  I am very fortunate to have such brother.  One is very fortunate if he/she can find a true friend who cares about him/her.  My brother...I don't know if he truly cares about me, but I do somewhat feel happy that he had helped me go through the horrible times last semester.

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Oh yes...I finally took the bus.  It is 12:50 right now.  This is perhaps my 2nd time taking the last bus that goes back to my home.  I am feeling bad about me being to late to home.  I don't think I am a bad girl, but going back home does make me guilty.  Not only do my parents worry about me, I also feel worried about my own safety as well.

And trust me, I didn't do anything bad.  I am not an outgoing person who goes to night clubs.  I don't drink...

I think I should stop typing now.  The bus is now moving...I should take a little rest before I arrive home.

Accepted the job

After a few days of my two job offers from Research In Motion, I had finally accepted one of the offers.  I still don't know if I am truly happy to leave Vancouver.  I am kind of excited, yet a bit worried how I will be when I arrive to a place I don't know.  It will be my first time leaving my parents' home.  Anyhow, I am very happy that my boyfriend wants to come with me.  Without him, I probably will not go.  I can always find a new job, but I cannot find another person like him.  I love him; I hope I can be with him till I die.

I have so many things I need to do before I leave Vancouver.  I probably need to get my passport...just in case.  I know I probably don't need it, but it's still safer to get it.  And...I need to find out about my medical insurance.  I don't think B.C. health care will insure me anymore.  I have other things to do....and I need to work hard for my school.

Anyway....I will think about it later.  When I think about all these things I need to do, it starts to drive me crazy. haha