Business Objects visit

I went to Business Objects yesterday.  The feeling was so good, as I got to meet my co-workers again.  And best of all, my boyfriend came with me as well, which made my day totally.

Although I keep having miscommunication with him, I love him so much.  Maybe his English isn't so good, but I have confidence that our communication will eventually get better.  I am looking forward to learn Korean from him as well.  I am so hoping that our language and cultural barrier will not cause us much problems.  Because of him, I will work hard to make sure things are going as smooth as possible.

Pray

I pray that I will get a job offer soon.
I don't want to worry too much....

*pray*

Relationship

Sometimes I feel so upset about my decision.  After deciding rather or not I should tell him that I love him, the logic side of me tells me this relationship might not work out.  How am I supposed to stay with him?  I will need to give up so many things .... am I ready for that scarifice?  I love him...even when our communication is very poor.  My mind tells me that we can be together... but what if he really has to go back to his country?  If I can, I want to go with him.  He might not agree, but I can't do anything else.  I will try my best...but is he ready for it?  Sometimes...I think he isn't as serious relationships as me.

Finally a day of rest

I can finally get a bit of rest....well..not that I had finished everything.  I still have an assignment due pretty soon, and I have another mditerm to study for.  However, at least I don't have to do much tomorrow, and I have the weekend to finish off everything!

Ahh...soo busy!

Anyway...I want to get a co-op job soon!  I hope I did well. ^^

Decision being made

I had been trying to make a decision rather or not I want to leave Vancouver. One of the main factors that I need to consider is how one person thinks about me (I am not going to mention who this person is for now). I talked to him about this on Monday (Thanksgiving Day), and he understood me, even when I was a bit rush on this issue. I was very surprised that he didn't get disappointed.

Thank God for everything.
I pray everything turns out good.

Busy busy busy

I didn't blog for a few days now.  I had been busy with school, work, job hunting.

I recently received three interview invitations.... I feel pretty good about the news.  I hope I can choose the company I want to work in. ^^

Gotta get back to work.  I will try to keep this blog updated.

Busy schedule

I have so much work:

• programming assignment
• group project
• midterms! (3 of them!)
• group/club meetings

in addition to these things, I also need my cousin's wedding and taekwondo...and I am not feeling well....

I need to concentrate!

Wonder Girls - Nobody

I love this song!
Wonder Girls (원더걸스) feat Jyp - Nobody (노바디)

What is love?

A few years ago, I was very active in many online forums. I met a lot of friends, and there was this friend I had talked to. He wasn't very willing to work hard. He lived off welfare. I kept telling him to work hard, and get a better life. At the end, due to many disagreements, I decided to stop talking to him.

It had been a few years...a few days ago, he sent me an e-mail. He asked me why I didn't go online for so long. I told him that our views in many things are different. I chose not to talk to him...and that's why I blocked him. I talked to him again today. He didn't change much...still a sensitive weak man. I wish I can encourage him to work hard for his future, but he doesn't listen to me. He said he loves me....but I explained to him that I only treated him as a friend. I want to lead him to a brighter future.

I wonder...what does he mean by love. How can he say "I love you" that easily? Sometimes I am a bit confused with what love is...

Anyway, it's interesting that he still remembered me. It's nice that he took his time to contact me again after so many years.