Feeling guilty

Sometimes I feel guilty that I am not phoning my parents as much as I want to. It might be an excuse, but I really have lots of things to do everyday - cooking, taking a shower, cleaning, etc. It might seem easy, but they do take most of my time at home.

I hope my parents aren't as worried as they were when I was still living in Vancouver. I am getting used to my new life in Waterloo, and I am pretty happy about it. Anyway, I guess I will write more later. I had been blogging with my phone..haha..cool~

Frequent change

I realize there are too much changes at work. It might be a good thing, as I don't feel my days are boring. However, there are times when I refer to work with forseen expectation. Tasks assigned to me with things I don't know about always give me worries.

Three weeks had passed...nothing special...

My relationship with my boyfriend starts to return to normal again. ^^ I am very happy~

Reflection

It had been two days after we had a quarrel.  Life is getting better since we started to talk more.  I feel like we had returned to the relationship we had when we were still in Vancouver.  Living together was a very difficult thing for me, but I started to be able to accept new ideas, and try new things.  Both of us come from a different cultural background.  As long as we can try to understand each other, everything should be ok.

I miss Vancouver.  I want to call my parents sometimes, but I don't really know what to say for most of the time.  I hope they are adjusting the new life without my brother and me.  I hope they can understand me one day.  I am not trying to think negatively....but thinking about them does make me very worried...

Be a better girlfriend

I had lots of arguments with my boyfriend lately. After yesterday's incident, I felt that he is more distanced from me. Even though I truly realize that I do really love him, I feel scared of him. At the moment I thought I would lose him forever, I realized that I do love him so much. I don't know why I love him, but I do. I am somewhat happy that I don't have a reason to love him. That's because...if the reason is no longer valid, I cannot love him anymore. I believe that my feeling to him is permanent, and that I will always love him.

From now on, I will be a better girlfriend. I will be more mature; I will try my best to take care of him and love him more.

Loving a person isn't easy, and living in the same house makes it even harder. I love him, and I believe my love to him will make us happier.

Becoming stronger

Ooh....I didn't update this site for a long time.  I had been trying to adopt to my new life in Waterloo, and settle everything down.  Ever since I came here, I finally realize being independent isn't an easy task.  I had wanted to do that for a long time, but I never had a chance to.

For the first time in my life, I had to cook myself; I have to buy things myself; I have to do everything myself.  Life isn't as easy anymore, and I believe I have the ability to face this problem, and a stronger person.